Saturday, April 25, 2009

Aastha back for classes

All this had a very bad impact on me. I suddenly became quiet. All this continued for few days,until my mom noticed the sudden change in my behaviour. We both had a hearty conversation and i told her everything. She said that i should talk to AASTHA.It wasn't wise to waste one precious year of academic life because of all this. I called up Aastha and told her that it was not because of her. They were just my insecurities. I somehow managed to convince her. She was back for the classes. However, i still used to avoid her, as deep down the heart, i wasn't convinced enough to talk to her.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Mind-still wandering

With thousands questions in mind, i somehow attended the class. I left early as i was not in mood for any kind of conversation. I know, i was trying to escape but had no option. I never faced any such situation before. It continued like this for few days, until one day i realised that AASTHA was not there for the class. I won't say i returned to my usual self, but definitely i was feeling relaxed. It continued for few days. One day, while i was about to get back into my jolly mood, one of my closest friend came to me and said, " U must be very happy now. Ur wish finally came true." I was like- Hey Babes! What are talking about? I have no idea? She left without saying anything else. I was surely surprised with her sudden outburst.I called her in the evening and she said that Aastha has refused to attend the coaching as she thinks that she was the one responsible for snatching my happiness. That left me shocked. It was the best cooaching in city. I was not able to understand why this sudden bollywood melodrama is happening in my life?

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Aastha-stealing the attention

I hanged up the call saying that my mom is calling me n I have go..She said fine.
I swear the night was never that long. I was not able to sleep even for a single minute that night. Next day when I reached for classes, I realised everybody was staring me with several questions in their eyes. Trying to ignore them, I went to my seat but to my shock, nobody even my so-called friends were willing to sit next to me. And then SHE came, again looking like some model from page 3. Everybody was looking towards her with smiles and sympathy and extended a warm welcome. That was enough to irritate me further. She was stealing all the attention that I used to receive earlier. How could she do that? Leave her, how could my friends do this to me? The last thing which I was expecting from Aastha was to come and sit with me. And she did exactly the same. This raised further questions in my mind, which was already hyperactive. Was she doing all this just to be popular?? Was it just a gimmick or her concerns were genuine!!!!!!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

The First Intriguing Question

With no option left except taking her call, i tried to spoke gently with AASTHA. To my amusement, i found her crying hard. I tried to console her, but to no avail. The next word I heard was SORRY. She started crying again and said that its just because of her that i am in such a situation. My heart knew that her apology was genuine but my mind refused to accept it. How can she say sorry to me? This was the first intriguing question i had about her.............

Saturday, January 10, 2009

AASTHA revisited

I didn't realised how to react. The person who made me so upset was standing in front of me to console. Instead of understanding her motive, I started shouting on her using choicest of abuses. Everybody turned around with shock. They had never seen me in such a violent mood before. I ran from there like anything. The icing on the cake was a tear in AASTHA's eyes. To My surprise nobody tried to stop or calm me down, instead they all were busy attending Aastha.

I reached home and then there were endless calls from my friends, telling me how rude I am? I was again shattered as nobody said, "Hey babes, what made you so insecure and upset?" Day was about to end and I was lost in my thoughts. My brother suddenly shouted, " Can't you hear, your phone is ringing?" N guess what--It was AASTHA again.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Aastha-The Star of the Day

The next meeting with Aastha turned out to be an important chapter in our lives. You never know what destiny have stored for you.

When I met her on the very next day, I was unusually quiet and had no plans to do anything mischievous, let alone taking revenge from Aastha. I entered the classroom; the day wasn’t good in school at all. I joined my friends on our reserved seats. Aastha was late that day for class, but was looking very cheerful and pretty. You may say she was the “star of the day” and that was more than enough to ruin my mood further. Everybody in the coaching, come to know how we treated a new kiddo in the class and the lesson that was thought to us by Aastha and our teacher. My friends were feeling sorry for the whole mess up and wanted to regret for the same (I think my male friends were attracted to her). I wasn’t keen to do that though (Ego problems). But my friends somehow convinced me and dragged me to meet her after our classes. She was outshining everybody in class with her intelligence and looks. I was feeling jealous as everybody was busy giving attention to her, nobody bothered to ask me the reason for my quietness.

Finally the class got over and I was compelled to meet her with a big smile. We waited for her outside the building. Although we just stood for 10 minutes, I felt like I am waiting for centuries that too for a person I do not have any intentions to meet. Finally AASTHA arrived, looking stunning in her blue denims and white pullover. And I have to accept she was looking like a diva with hairs falling on her face. It was more than enough to grab anybody’s attention. My friends pushed me to greet her but I was quiet. After everybody was over with their sorry and be friend rituals, I turned around to leave as I wanted to hide my tears (I never felt so ignored). I expected my friends to stop me and offer me a shoulder to cry but I was wrong. Everybody was busy with their chatters and gossips. And than somebody stopped me, I thought must be some friend. Guess what? It was Aastha..............

Monday, September 29, 2008

My first encounter with Aastha

So I was telling you who and how Aastha is. A damn confused girl I must say.
I met her in class ninth in my coaching classes. As far as my memory takes me back, I remember that she enrolled for the classes in late October. We already had a group of four in my coaching and she was new and yeah, very nervous (That was tempting enough for all of us to have fun with her).

I and my then friends had a bad habit of teasing or in straight words; one can say ragging the new comers. We planned to rag her as well. When we met her for the first time, we found her extremely mysterious as she was very quiet but her eyes were very curious, wandering all over the place. Being the backbenchers, we made sure that she won’t find a seat in front rows. Unable to find a seat any where else, she approached me. I welcomed her with a warm smile (I was faking, of course) and offered her a seat next to me. And then started the whole fun. (I know all this is mean)

Throughout the evening I pretended to be extremely sweet. (Hey, I am sweet but not with the people I don’t know) We were waiting for the class to get over. As the class got over, we encircled her, first asked her to remove her spectacles and then opened up her hairs. She kept insisting us to give her things back but we were mean. We hide her stuff in her bag only and said we don’t know about the whereabouts. What could you expect from the poor chap then? No, you are not right this time. She did not go to our teacher sobbing and complainning as we thought. She went back home quietly and left all of us amused.

It was only after we reached home, we realized something was missing from our bags. And we all were clueless. Next day when we reached our classes we complained about our theft of our things the previous day. Guess what? Our teacher was smiling and I saw that girl sitting on the seat next to mine, smiling too. We realized it was all planned to teach us a lesson and she saw us hiding her specs and all in her back. I learnt my lesson as what she hided from my bag was a mathematics book and I had a class test two days later. But I didn’t forgive her at that time and thought of taking further revenge as I felt she made a mockery of us in front of every body. To know what we did and how that help us built an everlasting bond, wait for the next post…………..